So i have been hanging out with this really amazing guy. He is everything that a girl should want. He is cute, easy to talk to, down to earth, funny, caring, understanding. He is everything. He would do anything for the ones he loves and he proved this to me in so many ways. Everything about him is amazing and for the past week he has been the only thing on my mind. All i wanted was to spend every waking hour with him, and in a way i did. But then today i see this guy who i have liked since last year. I thought i was over him, i didnt see or talk to him for over a week and so i thought i finally moved on, but how could you move on when you really loved the person. I dont need this boy for many reasons, he is not perfect, i dont understand him or his life at all. We are completely different and he doesnt show that he cares about me. Yet, i love him and to this day i would die for him. But now i just dont know who to pick even though i know who i can have and who i cant…..
There is alot im unsure about, but the only thing i am 100% sure of are my feelings for you. Im completely falling in love with you more and more each and every day. When you finally see that you need someone who will always be there and will love you till the day the world ends, you’ll think of me, and ill still be here waiting for you <3
Dear You,
Life isnt always easy, not everything goes according to plan, not everything works out. You are the strongest person i know. You have been through things that no one should ever have to go through, and for that i respect you. You are my hero and you have changed my life.
I wish i could tell you how i feel about you, but im scared that if i do you will slip away. Im not ready to let you go. Look how far we made it. Never would i have thought that we would be here, looking up at the stars, your hands on my face, you holding me tight, me never wanting to let go. I wish you could see yourself in my eyes. You would see this sweet,funny,sensitive,attractive,fun,charming boy. A boy who is strong,easy to talk to, fun to be around and a boy who can make a girl go crazy. Your not like any of the other guys i have liked. I may say these kind of things alot, but this time im sure about my feelings. Some people come in and out of your life for a reason. You were in my life, you walked out, but you came back. You were just a cute boy from my past who walked back into my life after a year. Now your not just a cute boy, but a boy who has stolen my heart.
I wasnt sure if there was a spark, until you laid your hands on my face, then it was like a slap in the face, i was in love. When i look at your picture i cant help but smile, but at the same time i feel empty inside, because i dont have you.
Your not perfect, your not drop dead hot, your not the smartest, your not rich, you dont have a good past, you could be a trouble maker, your edgy and a “drugie”. You have slept with to many people for me, your not a good influence, you could be concidered a “bad boy”. But even knowing all those things, i still love you. They dont mean a thing to me. Ill take you exactly how you are, i wouldnt change a thing.
I may not know alot about certain things, but i wouldnt mind if i spent my entire life learning from you. I know we are young and that time will probably change my mind, but i think you could be the one. Your my missing puzzle piece,your all i’ll ever need, all i’ll ever want.
I dont know you as well as i should, but i trust you with my life. Unlike every other girl i would be there for you, i wouldnt turn my back on you or try to change you. I would be real with you, not hide things from you, give you a shoulder to cry on, drop everything to be with you. I would love you and cherish you more then any other girl would.
So, please dont break a perfectly good heart. Open your eyes and see whats right in front of you. Take a chance with love, take a chance on me.
when i see you smile, i cant help but smile. when i hear you laugh, i cant help but laugh. when im with you, i cant help but fall in love with you. i never expected any of this.i thought i would be over that little crush i had on you last year, i guess you could say i got over it, instead of it being a crush i now find myself falling in love with you. there is just something about you, your different then any other guy i have liked. i cant help but smile when i look at the pictures of you from that one night. the night you looked up at the stars with me and tried to point out certain stars, the night you put your freazing hands on my cheaks, the night you hugged me on the front porch, and then again at your car, the night you gave me that look that made me fall even harder for you. at 11:11 you are always my wish, and right before i blew out my candles that night i looked at you and made my wish. your stonger then anyone i know, i dont care about your past, i dont care what you do in your free time, i dont care how many people you slept with (even though i wish i didnt know) i dont care about if you have money or not or if you buy me anything. all i care about is you and right now. and right now im falling in love with you and it doesnt look like ill be picking myself up anytime soon.
